WHAT?!?!

I almost feel weird admitting this, I miss Logan! I know I know, the whole time we were there we didn't love it. It was too big, too cold, too busy, too packed... But seriously I miss Logan! You wanna know what I miss? I miss having Jake and Miya 2 doors down and playing settlers until 2 am a couple times a week, people never parking in my parking spot, a dryer that only took me back a quarter and could fit 2 washer loads in it, I miss Cafe Rio, I miss CBO--heck I miss having a job, I miss the DI (Logan's DI rocks), I miss Ross, I miss our ward, I miss being at the mouth of the canyon and all the good fishing, I miss the aquatic center trips with the Wigingtons(and Sarah you KNOW I miss hanging out with you on Monday nights for our show!!!), I miss our neighbors who didn't sit outside and smoke all night so that I have to leave my window closed in the heat, I miss being 3 blocks from the temple and being able to go every week, I miss Bear Lake and raspberry days, I miss laughing with Whitni and shopping with Whitni...and WHITNI! and aggie ice cream.
When I told James I missed Logan I think he spit milk out his nose, laughing so hard, he thought I was kidding. I told him what I missed he said, "I think you just hate change. Cedar has a lot of that stuff." When I asked him which part all he could think was the DI.... But he is right. I'm not a big fan of change. It's unfortunate that "change is the only constant" I guess I better buck up and enjoy it (although once I get used to it I'm sure I'll like it). So here is what I do like about Cedar. Kim and Leo live just in the next building (Kim's a great cook), the walmart here is not as crowded as in Logan and they have self check outs which I love, Cedar is WARM and Sunny!!!!!!! LOVE THAT! Our apartment has a dishwasher (which I didn't think would matter that much but I am really liking it), the mail man gets to our place by 10am and not by 3 (i know that's a big deal huh HA HA), we are closer to both families so we get to see them more frequently (hopefully they like this too). So I guess it isn't all the bad I just have to stop being a baby about life changing and face the facts.